Friday, May 9, 2008

Mothers Day

Where to Start!

Do you have a mother to honor? I don't and haven't had for a very long time. I really didn't miss her so much untill I had children of my own and then mother's day became very hard for me. My mother never knew my children. She took her own life eight months before the birth of my first child. Now that I am a grand mother I know the joy that she missed. I was very mad at her for a very long time for cheating me out of the joy of her first grandchild.

You see my mother was a very depressed woman and we did not know it at the time. I do now because I know what the symptoms are but then I didn't know. How I wish she had of gotten treatment, so she would have been here to enjoy my babies with me, to see my babies. Our Lexi is redheaded like my mother was and Dalton is our little spitfire. I never had a grandmother so I really never new what a grandmother was or is suppose to do. ( I don't do very well in the kitchen area) I make a mean store bought chocolate chip cookie thought.

No comments: